Seriously you just ruined our friendship. It won’t be the same anymore. Fuck

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Today I haven’t felt this down in a really long time. I kind of felt like I’m just playing the waiting game and all it does is hurt me. It’s unfortunate when you go through this because all you know what to do is exactly… nothing. (if that makes sense at all.) I feel like I have nobody to turn to and even those people who said they will be here for me, I just can’t turn to them because you know they won’t understand. 

I need to find myself and do things for myself but I’m not sure how to. I feel like everyone belongs to everyone… what I mean by that is all the people who hang out or are together, are literally together and I’m just here, alone. I know I chose to be alone but it sure doesn’t feel like a good place to be in. I know I can get pass it but literally like I said, it’s a waiting game. I don’t want to go back to playing games and whatnot, I want to be a normal teenager or college student by going out with friends and not caring because its the damn summer time. Everyone is literally out and socializing while I’m in my house all day long. 

Maybe I need a new job but I know if I do get one, I won’t want to quit and I won’t focus on school since school is coming up in almost a month. So what do I do for the next month and a week… 

I hope nobody reads this but then again I am posting it to the public

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1 Jan 2014 

I guess part of life is to move on and enjoy each and every year. It’s always crazy to look back to think of what the hell you were doing exactly a year ago, when you feel like it was practically yesterday.. Sometimes things don’t certainly go your way for a year but you will always bounce back. Negativity can be deadly but positivity IS the cure; people just don’t realize it. Yeah, it’s hard but if it was easy it wouldn’t be just right. So do it right and continue on to make your life worth it. 

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When I’m on my period


oh my god dude girls are fucked up


This is actually hilarious.

(via luciddaydreamingg)

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Our bodies are so complex and vast and beautiful, that it’s a true crime not to love them. That doesn’t mean we can’t improve upon them in whatever way we see fit, it just means we need to take the time to appreciate them once in a while— perceived flaws and all. I mean, at the end of the day, even if we truly hate the way we look, how can we not be amazed by the fact that our bodies are home to our minds and hearts? Every thought, every movement, every breath? I mean, it’s incredible. thatnewromantic (via joichang)

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